Wow it's been a while.
And naturally, A LOT has changed since my last post.
I've thought a lot recently about posting again. I think what was holding me back is that this blog really became a place where I vented and healed. And I wasn't quite sure how to come back and just pick up in a totally different place and frame of mind.
The truth is, I am still not sure.
So I have decided to treat it as if I would treat a friend I lost touch with...
A quick update and then move forward.
So here goes:
February, March, April - I didn't chart, no OPKs, no CBEFM, nothing, nada.....and that's exactly what happened.
NOTHING.
And in April I finally reached my breaking point. I was quickly approaching the one year mark of my pregnancy and the miscarriage.
So, I finally made an appointment with an RE, despite the recommendation of my Dr.
They did some testing.
Determined I have PCOS.
I cried.
I took some clomid.
Went to Florida in May in an attempt to distract myself from the anniversary of the miscarriage.
And BAM
I got PREGNANT.
That's right folks. I am pregnant, like right now.
15 weeks to be exact.
I know, I dont want to blow your mind anymore, so for now...I am going to work on giving this blog a much needed make over, and I will be back soon with a belly pic maybe....
Crazy shit, right?
This is a triumphant return! Now I won't feel so disconnected from you everytime chat is disabled at work!
ReplyDeleteyay!!!!!! The blogging world has missed you. And the real world has too!
ReplyDeleteYay! I can't wait to see the belly grow! Sent you some pics, check your e-mail :)
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